Lying still in the rain and wind, cold and wet but unflinching, suffering in pain but unmoving

I stand here waiting to be removed

To be taken somewhere I’ve not been

And should never go

But I’d rather go than stay here

My mind is spinning circles

A mental nausea setting in

I have not been touched

I have not been moved

I have not been bothered

In so many years

I have not been felt

I have not been held

I have not been led

In so many years

Lying still in the rain and wind

Cold and wet but unflinching

Suffering in pain but unmoving

I have not been led

In so many years