Tearing my hair out
Fingernails dig deep into my skin
I can't forget where I've been
Inside I remember
What has failed and what has fallen
What more of my sanity can be stolen?
I can see them coming
Rushing at me from all directions
Throwing at me their affections
But solid walls invisible
Keep all hands from pushing through
No love is strong enough to break into
I look around and begin to see
This was all because of me
Countless drops of blood set free
But still no fucking guarantee
Another fucking pill
To stall my life's inevitable end
Drop it all and just pretend
Just one more drink
To choke the pain until its numb
To hold back the tears of a zero sum
(Three) remain at my side
They hold out their arms to catch me
To save me from what I fear I'll soon be
Every day is a new hell
Anything to be taken from here
Somewhere I've yet to shed a tear
I look inside and begin to see
That I have lost sight of me
With all dark thoughts I agree
The definition of who I will be
Every song has faded
Ever movie has ended
Shall I die for each and every breath
Until life becomes constant death?
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